find yourself here

Thanks to matt kane for helping to end this awesome week with a fantastic much needed ending!

How stupid can you be to roll and smoke a blunt at a train station?

Pretty sure i’m involuntarily getting high off of mail polish fumes. Seriously why do that on a train? People are stupid today

I’ve decided that once I become of good health. I am going to take some road trips to visit some people, most notably my south jersey, north north jersey, and pa friends.

This summer has really gone by quickly, and I’m not sure what to think of it exactly. There were tons of good things, but then again…some big lows.

I’m at a point, where come September, I really want one thing. Some sort of stability. For the last four years, I never fully enjoyed summers. I felt so much of it was going to work, and waiting by the phone/computer for someone to message me about plans. I miss the consistency of college. Friends are just a hop skip jump whatever away from you, and now there far away.

So my goals for life from now till when I decide for a change:

• work
• look for work
• roadtrip to see friends
• try to find some sort of activity to do in the area (bowling or scrabble club anyone?)
• hope day in and day out that each day i’ll be closer and closer to moving away from here.

Sucks even more to have canker sores.

Dewds. You have no idea how big of a fat ass I want to be right now.

Huge. That’s how big.

Yet, I cannot consume anything acidic, salty, sweet, cold or coarse, due to both the combination of my sore throat and the sores.

I also hate how my antibiotics require me to take it with full meals, or else I WILL throw up from it. This is great!