find yourself here

I love waking up and feeling like absolute crap. Screw Mondays; I’m having a case of the Wednesdays. It’s just such a crappy day for me. I don’t mean to whine. I’m just tired and on the irritable side. I’m not looking forward to doing anything today. Work. Practicum Hours. Drive Home. All of which aren’t really hard or demanding things, but over a while, I can see them just become huge agitations for me. By all means, I shouldn’t complain about waking up at 7:30-8 on a Wednesday when I have to catch a 7:30 train to NYC on Thursdays and Fridays. I just feel like crap today. Still waiting to regain the wind that gets knocked out of me.

I’m highly addicted to the Japanese Motors album this morning. It reminds me a lot of that 60s surf era rock. Not neccessarily the beach boys, but like the whole 60s surf movie hullabaloo kind of thing. Yes, I used the word hullabaloo. I think its an album to check out, so do it, and let me know what you think of it.

I’d like to take this opportunity to apologize for my incessant use of misused commas and fragments. I write in here like I talk, not how I properly write.

I’m not a fan of still being on the computer at 2:00 AM. My mood is just very meh right now. Today felt like that one childrens book about the rediculously horribly long named bad day. It wasn’t an awful day by any means. Just not my favorite day. 

I can feel myself getting more tired. This is definitely a good thing.

My Saturdays feel like Mondays and my Wednesdays feel like disappointing Fridays. This is not a good thing.

I hope the sun is out tomorrow. I truly think it plays a huge factor in my mood. By the time I’m out of my bed for fifteen minutes, I already feel like I’m in a happy mood. Let’s go 9:15. Don’t let me down!

I just yawned right as I was going to hit create post. I think it’s a sign my body is turning off for the night.

Why does zazz keep talkin bout me?

I love feeling productive again. It’s an awesome feeling. Not that I don’t do anything any other time, but I’ve really come to enjoy working on all of these different projects that come my way. It’s always a great pleasure to see all the pieces of all the hard work you do come together. I haven’t felt like this since probably the end of last year, and I’m very happy to feel this way again. By no means was last semester bad, it just wasn’t as eventful in the ways I liked. It was day in/day out. There wasn’t as much of a progression as I had hoped. This semester started to seem like it was going to be going that way as well, but no longer. Despite my absence from Rowan for about 2 days a week, I still have a decent plate of projects to work on and keep me occupied. I never thought I would consider myself a workaholic, but honestly, when it’s something you enjoy, why not? It also makes the times I go out and enjoy myself feel more deserved, i guess.

Jon’s a happy kid.

Oh yeah, who’s seeing Ra Ra Riot two times in a week in April? I am! 

Is it weird that sometimes i’d really like to start up a conversation with someone sitting next to me no the train especially when they …

I’m enjoying my day of transportational excellence. Fo realsies!

Just saw an old man riding a segway down fifth avenue. It’s a fact!

Definitely not feeling it today.

I need to do a sound recording, and i’m in a pickle.